For Love is the most powerful word and action, man was ever taught; Love is what we are and children are the greatest gift of Love.

     Today is my 6th year anniversary with my long time partner Jaa. It's too bad that I didn't get to wake up next to him this morning because he's been gone to work since Monday morning, but lucky for us he gets to come home tonight and be home all weekend! I'm very excited and happy with everything despite the fact that I have a bad cold and I just feel like a total bag of smashed sh*t (not that I would literally know how that feels, just metaphorically.) 

   

   Well, I'm supposed to go do some shopping but I am just not up to it. If I could send Braelan to someone who will watch him for free I would, so that I could sleep and just rest in silence..but that would be just too convenient to ever happen in real life. I'm a stay-at-home mom and I'm supposed to suck it up...well there's a realization. Anyway, I hope this cold will go away real soon. I hate being sick and I'm sick of people spreading it around..if colds and flu are money, then please pass it on to me. 

   This anniversary stinks because we can't really do anything mainly because I would rather crawl back into bed and stay there until I feel better..and we've given away our money to charities..sarcastically, yes that means bills. Hopefully we'll get to do something next weekend; We are supposed to go to the Comic Strip in Edmonton to see Bobcat Goldthwait live..we were planning on going to the dinner and comic thing BUT realized that we are hosting a Thanksgiving dinner that weekend with the entire family..so we can kick that idea of comic strip dinner right in kisser. Do I sound like I'm complaining?? No, I'm really not complaining..I am simply venting..on my online blog! Go figure. 

   Do people really read this blogs? No, I don't think so..you know why..because nobody gives a rats a$$ about anybody's life..it's really that simple. Nothing they say will make you feel better because even if you did feel better you are still worrying..and saying things like, "I'm fine" or "Now I feel better"..who are you really kidding?? You might feel a little ease but you will never stop worrying about everything...unless of course you're single, young, and have a lot of moolah to blow. People can comment all they want about your blog..but ask yourself something..has anyone said anything to you completely out of the ordinary?? People will kiss a$$ and say nice things but really they're thinking of the opposite. 

  

   People say things like, "Oh don't worry hun, things will get better." Really?? How?? Because if you can explain this to me and really make me believe that things will get better then you, my friend, are a genius! And seriously..what is it with people who all of the sudden act like they have something in common with you?? There you are simply looking for answers and trying to figure something out and all of the sudden a swarm of people will start talking about their lives and how "it just really, really sucks!" I don't know about you but if I have a problem I will usually talk about it with my parents or my bes-test best friend or ask around some close friends and get ideas...Ummm hello?? I have a problem to figure out. I don't really feel like wasting time listening to a bunch of people tell me stories of the past and how it affected them, thank you very much. 

   So I've concluded that I like venting on here because even if people will or have read this and wish to comment..I can always delete it. I used to have a diary but why write when you can type. I guess I could start a diary using Microsoft words..but I don't really have anything to hide. Plus, having a blog like this is nice..its a free freakin' country..be prepared for to explore my opinionated mind! =)

  *Much Love!*